Wezzul.com - It's the Dinglez

Wow, I haven't even really realized just how shitty I feel lately until today. Stopping drinking for a few days will do that to you I suppose. I miss Marissa to death, I want her to come home, or I wanna move there. This city is so empty to me now that she's gone. Sure, I have some friends, but that really doesn't make up for it. She's really all I'll have in the end. When she leaves me, and I promise you, she will leave me, it's gonna fuck my life up pretty damn bad I think.

This weekend could go one of two ways. I guess I'll be sorta happy with either way, and sorta pissed. Either way, I'm going to miss out on something that I want. It's always like that. I could choose to look at things positively, if I was actually able to EVER do that. But I'm pretty pessimistic, so it's hard for me to look at things that way, regardless of if I want to or not.

I've really got nothing else to say. Thankfully, a few people are willing to listen to me gripe every so often. Good friends, for sure. I cherish them to no end, and will until they get sick of me too, and get sick of all the shit that goes on in my head.



Posted on Thursday, October 07, 11:02pm in General by wezzul